Busy lives. People rushing. Cars honking, bicycles, rickshaws, taxis. Self-involved.
See the world through your own eyes, not understanding perspectives or preferences of others. Focused on here and now not there or then.
‘Each day has enough trouble of its own.’ I don’t want to live with my eyes on trouble every single day. To be consumed with here and now and limitations and problems. To live in the bubble of what I see, hear and do.
I want possibilities. Endless possibilities. The Far Pavilions and the horizon and the dreaming spires. I want ideas and dreams and gifts and waiting and hoping. I want to know the creator of the world in everything I do. To know the Spirit and the Soul behind the world at work in my character and personality. Not to stick with here and now or me exactly as I am.
Impatient for change but change takes time. Cogs and wheels turn. Things are set in motion. Things grow and are harvested. Things rot. Some are reborn.
God has plans for me. Far beyond small ideas he wants world-changers.
First he wants me-changing–hungry and thirsty. Pure through and through. Humble and meek. Giving mercy and receiving mercy from others. No room for fierce individuals with ideas like a fort that they hide inside.
Open, ready, generous, eager.
Come on Jesus.
— Ally Maughan, 6th July 2005Tags: change courage faith god jesus life possibilities spirit